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Hilang Semua Janji

tersenyumlah saat kau mengingatiku
kerna saat ini aku sangat merindukanmu
dan menangislah saat kau merindukanku
kerna saat itu aku tidak berada di sampingmu

tetapi pejamlah mata indahmu itu
kerna saat ini aku akan terasa ada di dekatmu
kerna aku telah ada di hatimu tuk selamanya
tak ada yang tersisa lagi untukku selain kenangan yang indah bersamamu

mata indah yang dengannya aku bisa melihat keindahan cinta
mata indah yang dahulu adalah milikku
kini semuanya terasa jauh meninggalkanku
kehidupan terasa kosong tanpa keindahan mu

hati cinta dan rindu adalah milikmu
cintamu tidak pernah membebaskan ku
bagaimana mungkin aku terbang mencari cinta yang lain
saat sayapku telah patah kernamu
cintamu akan tetap tinggal bersamaku
hinngga tangan tuhan akan menyatukan nya kembali

betapa hati telah terpikat pada sosok terang kegelapan
yang telah menghidupkan sinar redupku
namun tak dapat menyinari
dan menghangatkan perasaanku yang sesungguhnya

aku tidak pernah bisa menemukan cinta yang lain selain cintamu
kerana mereka tidak tertandingi oleh sosokmu dalam jiwaku
kau takkan pernah terganti
bagai pecahan logam mengekalkan
kesunyian kesendirian dan kesedihan ku
kini aku telah kehilanganmu... :(

i found this poem..so sad and so me..
can people live in memory?/
i prove that we can hahaa
because i did it.
i love you syg.
i did..i do n i will..... :))

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Beyonce Broken Hearted Girl Lyrics

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love enough to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

I'm Yours - The Script [hq]

i'm still yours.. my dear fadzlan naim +
nothing can change it..

Celine Dion - To Love You More (Live)

Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go, you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

one day u'll be understand..
i always pray for this..=)

memang Allah sengaja...

memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.

* memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.

* memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIH SAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.

* memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan…

* memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.

* memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YG HEBAT JIWANYA.

* memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.

* memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALI KEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.

SAMSONS - AKHIR RASA INI

Terlarut aku dalam kesendirian
Saat aku menyadari tiada lagi dirimu kini

Sampai kapankah aku mampu bertahan
Tetapi aku jalani semua kisah hidupku ini

Tak akan terganti setiap kenangan yang telah terukir
Namun terendap indah dan melekat di hati
Akankah berakhir semua rasa yang telah tercipta
Di dalam benakku dan di dalam asaku

Terlarut aku dalam kesendirian saat aku menyadari
Tiada lagi dirimu kini


life seems to be so unfair sometimes..
i just hope.. one day u will change ur mind..

ove you always <3

KADANG-KADANG..

Kadang2 ALLAH hilangkan sekejap matahari.
Kemudian DIA datangkan pula guruh & kilat.
Puas kite mencari mana matahari kite.
Rupe-rupenye ALLAH hadiahkan kite pelangi yg indah.

Harta yg paling menguntungkan SABAR,
Teman yg paling akrab AMAL,
Pengawal peribadi yg paling waspada DIAM,
Bahasa yg paling manis SENYUM,
Ibadah yg paling indah KHUSYUK


Kita akan merasa BAHAGIA bila kita telah membahagiakan seseorang yang
lain di sekeliling kita.. tapi kita akan merasa DERITA bila mana kita
senantiasa mengharapkan seseorang untuk datang membahagiakan kita.

adakalanya kita perlu menangis agar kita tahu..hidup ini bukan
sekadar untuk ketawa...
adakalanya kita perlu menangis agar kita dapat menghargai
mahalnya setitis airmata..

KASIH SAYANG adalah rahmat tuhan...
Bila ada rasa SAYANG bermaksud hidup kita sentiasa dirahmati.
Kadang-kadang kite perlu berkorban untuk KASIH SAYANG itu...
bukan untuk dihargai,
tapi kerana kita percaya dan tahu ERTI sebenar KASIH SAYANG.

dear Acik :)

dear acik yang disayangi dan di kasihi selalu...semoga acik dlm keadaan sihat dan gembira selalu..firstly.wawa nak mintak maaf byk2 kat acik..sebab kita hanya berkesempatan jumpe kat klia je..wawa mohon pengertian dr cik..mungkin cik tersa hati dgn wawa sebab wawa seems to ignored you. ketahui lah acik, wawa masih syg n hormatkan acik mcm dulu..mungkin sekarang keadaan dah jauh berubah..

acik,
banyak benda yang ingin wawa luahkan kat acik..tapi bile jumpe acik lak..rase mcm tak tau nak ckp ape..
kalo acik rase sayu..wawa lagi lah...seribu kali lagi sayu dari acik
acik...walau setinggi mana kebencian dan dendam wawa kat anak acik..sikit pun wawa xde niat nak sisihkan acik dari hidup wawa..terime kasih sebab syg wawa mcm anak acik sendiri..jaga wawa mase wawa demam..bwk wawa pegi klinik..hanya Allah yang mampu membalasnya...

wawa rindu kat acik...kat nasik ayam..sambal paru acik..hahaha the best in town okay :))
bilelah nak mkn lagi sume tu...
walaupun sume dah tak mcm dulu..wawa ttp ingat kat acik sampai bila2..

wawa syg acik mcm syg mak sendiri..
acik ingat lah ni
terima kasih atas segalanya
hanya Allah yang mampu mambalasnya
terima kasih sebab sudi menumpang kasih ..

lovesss,
wawa...

jangan pernah berubah =)

Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
Ku ikhlas 'tuk bertahan

Cintaku padamu begitu besar
Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan
Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
Ku ikhlas 'tuk bertahan

Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata
Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah
Biarkan ku harus bertahan

Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah

Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya

i do =(

have u ever missed someone so much??? like hell??
= yess, i am. =(

have u ever missed someone untill u pray he comes to ur dream.. (at least)..??
=yess, i do =(

have u ever love someone untill you can even let him go from ur heart even in a second??
= yess it's me

have u ever love someone, even he dumbed you, you still can smile when remembering him??
= yes. i do as above..

owwhhh why does my heart still want you..so much
nothing can't change it..

how am i supposed to live without you

could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin'
Someone swept you heart away
From the look upon your face I see it's true
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone

I didn't come here for cryin'
Didn't come here to breakdown
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
An how can I blame you
When I built my world around
The hope that someday we'd be so much more than friends
And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take

And I don't wanna face the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true

activate.

hai..lamak dah aku sik molah blog. padahal time study lok aku lah kaki blog.ku ada 3 igek blog dah campur blog tok :) hehe ok from now on, i will try to fullfill my blog. semalam penat giler, sebab i'm on the road from 6 am until 9 pm. wuishhhhhh. hahahaa
first, anta my babies pg sekolah then sampe umah balit around 7 mandik2 accompany my sister to GH for her monthly appointment. lunch with my brother hamka, then amik my baby di kolej around 2.30.. sampe umah kol 3 amik twinkle anta nya pg injection. sian nangga muka eto, elma and luna kenak injection :) ahahhaa.

pasya anta daknya balit ke rumah, jalan agik pegi kuching, biasalah, mesti pegi animal kingdom or amazing pets. hahaah ada sikok kucing tok cute giler, namanya misha.. adohhhh..cute ek..long hair n putehhh..hahahapasya amik bapak di satok then makan di sate ceko. (padahal mun anta along tusyen sitok la tmpat aku lepak). pasya pegi ngabas nek usu di flat badarudin, baruk balit ke samarahan. kepak nak?? non stop!

balit ya mandik aku terus sik sedar agik.lelah ehh. ahahahaa.

dingin by ziana zain

Dingin malam yang menyelubungi
Hening sayu dalam hati
Berbicara bersendirian

Ku rasa resah
Selama dibuai rindu
Pada cinta yang terlalu
Terpendam di dalam hayalan

Kan ku leraikan impian indah
Kepadanya ku berserah
Mungkin tak daya
Ku tawan cinta yang sama

*chorus
Dinginnya getaran asmara
Sentuhan mula bermadah
Ku tak bisa juarai
Jiwa yang ku tak punya

Dinginnya bila kau berkata
Ruang buat ku tiada
Memoriku gengamilah
Biarkan aku beralah

Dalam hatiku tiada dendam
Walau impian semalam
Masih mekar dalam ingatan

Kan ku leraikan impian indah
Kepadanya ku berserah
Mungkin tak daya
Tawan cinta yang sama

sedih nyawaku dengar lagu tok. sikpalah, dah sekda jodoh mek 2. ya aku paham lah. tapi kadang2 rindu juak aku dgn nya. heve i ever cross his mind even once??

let time heals everything aminnn

must have of ladies :)

made a list of some must-haves we single ladies should be looking for. Well, not just looking for, but holding out for. Here’s what is non-negotiable:

1. A guy who can make you laugh. Some things in life are not funny. Can he make you at least chuckle when the chips are down?

2. A guy who will laugh at your jokes and “get” you. He might not understand you perfectly on the first date, but if you think you’re funny at all, I hope he gets that and appreciates it about you. Otherwise, you could be Kathy Griffin and you’ll still be laughing alone your whole life. Well, she's single. But I mean, if Kathy Griffin were—whatever!

3. A guy who will attend your lame “things.” Adult dance recital, Mom’s birthday party? Find the guy who will go to something boring even though he will get nothing out of it—but he'll go for you.

4. A guy who will do nothing with you. And I mean Nothing. If you’re feeling low-energy, anti-social, or blah, can he sit and do nothing with you or does he always leave you on the couch and go party with the guys? And could you two entertain each other on a deserted island or while stuck in traffic?

so?? :)))

you were the one..

You were the one that could always make me smile
You were the one that could always make me laugh
You were the one who could always tell when i was mad or sad
You were the one who always knew what i was thinking just by looking in my eyes
You were the one i always trusted
You were the one that told me u never wanted to lose me
You were the one that always cheered the loudest for me when i had a track meet but.....
You were the one that let me down
You were the one that broke a big promise to me
You were the one i never thought would do that
You were the one who broke my heart

owh..sampai bilakah saya harus begini?

menunggu seseorang yang tidak pernah menghargai saya?

kadang2 saya rasa sgt berputus asa

tapi...

what do i know now is

i will never give up on you!!

i miss u when everything :)

I miss you when
something really good happens,
because you're the one
I want to share it with.
I miss you when
something is troubling me,
because you're the only one
who understands me so well.
I miss you when
I laugh and cry,
because I know that
you're the one who makes
my laughter grow and
my tears disappear.
I miss you all the time,
but I miss you the most
when I lie awake at night

and think of all the wonderful times
we spent with each other
for those were some of the
best memorable times of my life.

Missing you so much it hurts!
I hear the creaking
in my heart sometimes,
is that what hurts so much?

saya pernah menghantar bingkisan ini kepada dia, to show him how much he meant to be.

oh God, sometimes i give up, tapi i know i will never afraid of trying as i know we are meant to be :)

cinta

Cinta itu aneh. Sukar untuk ditafsirkan. Datangnya bukan dari paksaan, perginya pula tanpa kerelaan. Cinta itu penuh mesra dengan kasih sayang. Ianya perlu dibelai dengan kelembutan bagi menyerikan lagi keindahannya. Kekasaran boleh mencipta sebuah perpisahan.

Manusia kadang kala lupa, cinta adalah syarat berlangsungnya kehidupan perkahwinan. Malah, tanpa cinta, perkahwinan itu akan mati, ibarat rumah kosong tanpa penghuni.

Mungkin benar tatkala kita kehilangan barulah kita menyedari. Mungkin benar saat kita terluka barulah kita mengerti. Mungkin benar bila kita rasakan rindu yang sangat dalam barulah kita tahu seberapa besar makna dan erti seseorang bagi kita.

Cinta…Jika anda memilikinya, anda tidak memerlukan sesuatu pun yang lain. Dan jika anda tidak memilikinya,apa pun yang lain yang anda miliki tidak banyak bererti.

Jika kita kehilangan cinta, pasti ada alasan di sebaliknya. Alasan yang kadang-kadang sukar untuk dimengertikan. Namun percayalah bahawa ketika Dia mengambil sesuatu, telah Dia mempersiapkan sesuatu yang lebih baik untuk diberikan.

Cinta antara dua jiwa telah dikatakan boleh membakarkan semangat seseorang itu untuk memeliharakan akhlak yang mulia, memperbaiki pergaulan antara manusia dan menjaga adab dan keperibadiaan. Selain daripada itu, ia juga dipercayai dapat menghilangkan kekhuatiran dan ketakutan dalam hati, menjernihkan akal dan menyucikan jiwa kita. Tetapi, cinta juga merupakan ujian, godaan dan cubaan kepada manusia kerana ia merupakan pertarungan dan pertimbangan di antara akal dan rasa.

Andai kata cinta itu sebuah pengorbanan,mengapa pengorbanan itu bukan noktah sebuah cinta? Andai kata derita itu harga sebuah cinta,mengapa cinta itu semakin sukar utk dimiliki? Cinta umpama kota kristal, indah di penglihatan , derita di perasaan….

Cinta tidak berupa tatapan satu sama lain, tetapi memandang ke luar bersama ke arah yang sama.